torn

Sleepless night. I am torn. What do I do and where do I turn? I know where to turn. I know who to go to. Why is it so hard to let go? Why can I not just turn it over and quit trying to physically fix the problem. I guess it seems weird to pray for a dog and the situation I am dealing with now. However, as I write this I am reminded of one of my favorite verses in the Bible. It talks about leaning not on our own understanding but in all things through prayer let your requests be known.

Lord,
I am torn tonight. You know my heart. You know it is breaking. You know my physical body is in pain but nothing near your awesome sacrifice. Grant me wisdom and patience as I deal with my kids. Bless my dogs and PLEASE look over them as I make critical decisions. You know I love my dogs and you have blessed me with your company. You know how my heart is so hurting now and I ask for your peace. mercy, and grace.