Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Been a long time

It has been a long time since I have posted. Those reasons are many but here I am. I am knee deep in my work and trying to concentrate but it is real hard these days. Ok, everyday. I was never diagnosed professionally with add but I declare I must have a touch of it. At least that is my excuse for not being able to sit still.

If anyone happens to be reading this blog I would ask selfishly that you stop right now- STOP- and say a prayer for me that I will have strength, patience, and endurance to finish this race they call a dissertation. It is truely an endurance race and if you have ever run a marathon (I did one and that was enough) you know what endurance is all about. At mile 18 they say you hit a wall. I did then and I am now. I need to push forward. I want and need to get this behind me. I need to feel successful in this. My goal is to mail off a draft of my results Friday. Pray this will come to be! Then pray that what is written will make some sense.